~*Burn Psycho Freak*~
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Friday, June 23, 2006
it's been a long time... lol Maybe this time I'll be able to keep up to date! we'll try!
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Saturday, March 5, 2005
Well my theory is catching on! What can I say it's convincing!!! lol Anyways, I now have a guy who secretly loves my theory! Although he will not say he loves it, he uses it all the time! I can always tell when he wants to have sex because he always turns to me and says "so do you feel like having some pizza?" To him it's like a sencer for sex. It's brillant!
I'm thinking about making some t-shirts for the club!!
ATTENTION ALL MEMBERS OF THE SEX_CHEESE COMMUNITY! WITH YOUR REQUEST YOU WILL RECIVE A SEX_CHEESE T-SHIRT! ALL NEW MEMBERS SHALL RECIEVE ONE AS WELL!! I just need your name and adress to send it to you.
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
If you do not like me, and if you have something against. Fine. I do not mind if you hate me, or wish that i burn in hell. All I ask is that you keep it to yourself. I don't hunt you down and start telling you how much I dislike you, so please keep it to yourself.
And as for the chelsea, chad combo... go ahead and hate me. You claim i don't look at both sides of the story yet you haven't even asked for mine. Go ahead and think I'm taking sides to what ever it is your going on about, but truth is I could care less what it is. I would highly apriciate if you just left me alone. I don't hate you, and I don't go around calling you things, and If I ever was to, I would say it to your face.
So next time you want to say something like that to me, come say it to my face.
But for now I have nothing to do with you, don't try to start shit with me, I don't need that, and I'm sure you can find something better to do with your time.
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Thursday, January 27, 2005
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Friday, October 15, 2004
Wednesday, October 6, 2004
Saturday, July 3, 2004
The V.A.R.H. has once again been updated! There aren't any new rambles, but the web page has been upgraded! go and check it out!
The V.A.R.H. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) thevarh - web page update
Current mood:  accomplished
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
yay i updated the V.A.R.H. Alright people who read my LJ! I have good news!! I have now updated The VARH rambles! The first episode is in and everyone is welcome to read it!
thevarh go here for rambles.
Current mood: accomplished Current music: I'm your problem now - MSI
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Monday, March 29, 2004
Ok this is my warning to all my public readers! All my entries are under lock and key so only people on my friends list are able to read my posts! I do update my journal as much as I can, but if you want to read my actuall entries please add me to your friends list so I may add you ASAP!
Thanx Again!
Love Becka
Current mood: accomplished Current music: MSI & Finger Eleven!
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Thursday, February 12, 2004
This is going to be so weird but I would like as much help as possible! You see I'm trying to find this guy, and I don't know to much about him... well I might as well tell you the story.
I went on vacation on January 6th 2004 to Puta Canna, Dominican Republic. I was having a good time until January the 8th (a thursday), the day that would suddenly change my life completely. I was dancing in this disco club with my friend Jenna When this guys came up to us and started dancing with us. The most cuttest guy in the world was dancing with me! I wasn't quite sure how to react... so I had a couple of more drinks! Jenna decided she wanted to go to the beach, and of coarse I had to stay with her (parents only rule!) so after much convincing I finnally got Mitch (the guy I was dancing with) to come with me! We went down to the beach, went in for two seconds after much stripping and talking lol XP. We just kinda sat there and talked and looked at the beach, then I think the drinks kicked in coz I amazingly had the guts to kiss him! and oh what a kiss...
Anyways I dreamed of him that night, and could wait to see him the next day. Unfortunately I did see him the next day, but we weren't talking to each other! I tried so hard to get his attention, I waved, I smilled, I did almost everything I could think of except actually walking up to him and talking to him (stpid me). I was getting really upset so Jenna (really fed up) just walked over to him and asked him how his night on the beach was. My heart jumped up as I herd his answer, he said great. HE SAID GREAT! and just the way he said it made me wanna just on him and protest my love for him! but instead I ran over and said hi ^^;; He walked me back to my hotel that night too! How sweet... or it could be because I was letting go of him...either way right?
O.K. I got smarter when saturady roled around, instead of waiting for him to aproach me, I aproached him! thats right be proud of me! I tried to stay as close as him as possible, so no other girl could take him away from me. Me being possesive of a guy is unusual. But my plan soon failed, he got pulled away from me by some whore! lol You should've seen my face, I apparently looked as if I was about to blow up. But then, he came back and stood beside me, Jenna asked him why he wasn't dancing and he responce was the best in the world! He said, "Not with her." and stood right back beside me. I swear it was like I was already dating this guy! The second I got a pen I gave him my phone number! I wrote it on a coaster lol! He walked me back to my hotel again that night, and promised me he would call me. Me being stupid didn't get any of his info ><. But he promised he'd call, and I trusted him.
He left Sunday January 10th... and I've never seen or herd of him since. That is definetly my tragic love story... but oh doesn't it get worse! I spend a whole 3 days with him, and now I can't stop think about him! Every time I go to sleep, every time I wake up, all threw the day, and all threw the night. I love him, and I'm trying so hard to find him now. I'm even trying out for Canadian Idol so mabey he could see me and try to contact me! Even my friends are trying hard to find him for me! They want me with him just as much as I do! Then I started thinking... what if he doesn't want to see me again? What if he just wanted those 3 days and nohing more? I just can't stop thinking of him thats all... if I could... if there was any way I could get over him I would! But... since I got back there hasn't been one guy I have even be intrested in. Thats not normal for me! All I want is Mitch...and it hurts so bad not to have him.
So anyways all I know about him is that his name is Mitch, he lives in North toronto, and he went to Puta Canna the first week of January 2004! If you know him... and if he does want to talk to me again, let him know I really care... and I want him back so badly. or mabey don't make me sound so desprate (yeah like thats gonna happen)! but e-mail me or reply to this... something!
Thanx for your help.
Love Becka
Current mood:  depressed Current music: the last scene of struggling - finger eleven
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